
Struggling With The Weight Of The Cross, Semana Santa, Antigua
This is the first post of Spin Cycle. The second post is available here.
Hi I’m Robbie, I’m from Melbourne and I arrived in Guatemala four weeks ago looking for an English girl called Katherine.
It may strike you as a bit extreme for someone to trade continents, hemispheres and languages in pursuit of someone they met only once and whose surname or contact details they have never been entrusted with. Friends have gently (or brutally) pointed out that what I am doing in trying to find Katherine sounds a lot like common stalking. I disagree – there is nothing common about it. I prefer to think of it as an Intercontinental Grand Final of stalks. So yes, I do know what I am doing and how it must appear. I’m cool with it - if you give me the chance to explain a little more, maybe you will be too. Some of you may even feel you want to help me in my search.
I arrived in Antigua, a beautiful Guatemalan town of colour, smoke and magic during what I’m told is its big week of the year - Semana Santa. I initially struggled to find my bearings in a town enveloped in the incense, flowers and billowy purple robes of the procesiones that had taken over its cobbled streets. Crowds of hundred of ceremonially clad men, women and children became a swaying, musical river of humanity that rhythmically wove is magic through and between a seemingly endless series of ruined and restored churches. Caught up in this human current and with many of Antigua’s streets blocked off, I often found myself unsure of how to get back to my hostel. As I had yet to begin learning Spanish, I also couldn’t find the words to ask for help. My head was spinning from the profoundest culture shock – just three days before I had been taking a leisurely farewell walk from Fed Square to my home just off Lygon Street in Melbourne. Now it seemed I had entered a different world. I was confused, disoriented and over-stimulated. But I felt excited and alive again – buzzing on a feeling that coming here had been the right decision.
However, the exuberance of Antigua during Semana Santa is at odds with the misery and suffering of the week’s central character. When I first saw one of the (far too numerous to count) representations of Jesus with his Cross that are carried on the shoulders of boys and men throughout Antigua, I felt my growing euphoria briefly fade as I remembered my reasons for coming to Latin America. I looked upon the forlorn, abandoned and soon to be crucified Christ and thought “I know how you feel mate. You poor bastard.”



